dont speak +ever

2004-11-26T13:15:00.000+08:00

ive changed by blog to
http://--xkitty.blogspot.com
dont come here anymore((:
tata!
xoxo
kitty

2004-11-25T17:49:00.000+08:00

okays! changed my skin..well again! for once im not using black! gasp
first time ever in my blog skin history
haha anyways is this nice? the chatterbox is a little out of shape sorry!
anyways it was gena's part yesterday((: well i ordered a piglet cake but the aunty gave me a pooh cake..shit..
then we played waterbombs-.- and royston boonkiat jeremy and yongkiat all attacked me at one time..
not fair!it hurts so much! gwadd i didnt know they can hurt so much
ohwell..then i had to go home early cuz mom was screaming away in the phone
and im grounded now..
but
i still can go church ((: with sophia..yay..haha..kinda early 10
lutheren church of our redeemer((: at king's road
anyways..i hope my bitch had a nice birthday party((:
hope she treasures that card i gave her
and i had mcdonnies breakfast for 7 straight days
is that bad?
haha anyways stopping here
xoxo
kitty

2004-11-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

ok..gena`s birthday tomorrow((:
happy birthday gena!
xoxo
haha and i ordered the cake together with bk costed 35 bucks godammit..anyways..went out on friday sunday monday tuesday and im going out on wednesday..haha who cares anyways nobdys hardly at home so why must i stay at home..and i really think that..that course at singaporepoly..IT designing or whatever is really awesome..like photoshop and stuff..really awesome..
apples are awesome
i mean the fruit..not you gena..
i wish i can get the nokia 7270..coming out next month i hopehopehope i can get it..
*fingers crosssed*
stopping here((:
xoxo
kitty*

2004-11-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

tralallaa..just reached home!haha..was with ruyu and wenkye -.- we were going to night safari actually..thanks to wenkye we dont get to go..thanks alot -.- ohwell..we were pigging out on food!yea..food..me and ruyu is going to be FAT..omg..talking to hun now..trallalalaa...ima stop here..oh yea people..TAGG MUH BOARD THANKEWVERYMUCH!
hugs&kisses
xoxo
kitty*

2004-11-17T13:31:00.000+08:00

lalala..gwad im so bored..going out tomorrow((: with ruyu!!mah girllieeee..haha going to..night safari -.- cuz we both love the night..and the animals =D i think wenkye is going i dunno..kail just posted some bulletin that says that shes not wenkyes friend and definately not his stead-.- blah!! lame shit bleagh
cant wait till tomorrow!!i miss him..and ruyu SOO MUCH..i love ya hunny!and ruyu haha
xoxo
kitty*

2004-11-14T19:42:00.000+08:00

they said linn your out of the band..and you dont give me a fuckin` reason..no reason at all..and you dont want to reply my messages..you scared or what..fuckin reply you asshole(im not talking about hunny) fuck

anyways..neighbour`s dog are really annoying mann..and when they bark the dog at the opposite blk howls back..how creepy is that..
nobody is online right now..like..empty..well of course gena`s in KL dont know when will she be back..anyways..fuckin pissed off at stuff..assholes..
goin off..
xoxo
linn`kitty*

2004-11-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

theres band prac change of ave. to bt timah
and im sick
and i cant go
WELL THANK YOU SO MUCH
i wanna go..
maybe i can go ive asked momand i took double dosage of my medicine
secretly
im so not allowed to do that..
medicines are evil
they like to climb back up your throat when you swallow them
i love ya hunny
xoxo
kitty*

2004-11-10T16:11:00.000+08:00

im super sick la not fair )): and i cant go out..fever is so bloody high..i vomit out whatever i eat..yuck..and i ate nothing but my medicine..my head is like SO heavy..its like its going to explode soon..and kor bought a chameleon la..its very cute((:haha..argh..i hate being sick
xoxo
sick`kitty-.-

2004-11-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

wOoTs..haha..wrote a testimonial for sweetie((: he also wrote me one..haha..god..love him to bits..really thoughtful..apologised to me a million times..cuz sometimes he dosent have time to reply my messages..but he said that this will be all OVER..after november((: love him lots..yea and i hate fuckin faggots who go around posting lame chain mails that go friendster is closing and shit..like sherman..god i hate him mann..bloody..
nevermind
thou shall not uh..scold tha brainless ones..((:
haha i slept for soo long mann..pretty tired i guess..kelvin called me sleepy head..LOL..im not a sleepyhead..bwahahaha..i dont know..
xoxo
linn`deadkitty*

2004-11-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

haha..planning tha stuff for ppynkymuii`s birthday party..aka Gena..lol..so weird..we are crapping and crapping in tha msn messenger..and she is inviting alot of people la..crazy girl..hahas..wrote another poem for sweetie..and its so stupid..but i shant type it out here..party starts at 11..yea..thats when you get all tha good food((: haha..getting her alot of pink stuff..yea..i think ill get her pink drumming stix..HAHA..kidding Gena when you`re reading this..lol..
xoxo
love ya sweetie((:
linn`deadkitty*

2004-11-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

MY WORLDS CRASHING DOWN ON ME..ALL THESE IS THANKS TO ME..ALL ME..WHATS HAPPENING WHY..JESUS..I WANT TO DIE RIGGHT NOW..I FEEL THAT THERES NOTHING ELSE FOR ME TO LIVE ON..leave me alone..
i may sound like some noisy bitch who wants sympathy..
thats your OWN MOTHERFUCKING PROBLEM

2004-11-06T13:28:00.000+08:00

these tears keep falling..why is this torture happening to me..im really sorry God..for all the sins ive done..please do not punish my friends..punish me..please..its making me feel weak..ive lost two friends..what do you want from me God..why must things turn out like this..im already erased from their memory..im gone forever..no more kitty in their lives..why..why..i can loose two good friends..can i loose my boyfriend..?why am i so selfish..

im drowning in my tears
and i cant seem to breathe
all my hopes and fears
seems to dissapear

because im feeling emotionless
i cant feel nothing no more
was this due to my carelessness
now two of my friends are no more

ive made them feel so bad
im such a selfish fuck
now i feel equally as bad..
maybe im just down on my luck

xoxo
linn`kitty*

2004-11-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

im not ok..`i will remember you as a friend who cared more about her boyfriend than friend` this words came out from you heart..from you thinking..and you claimed that you treat me like your close little sister..and this is what you do to me..its not fair for me..why must you make me feel so low..its not my fault that me and `him`fell in love with each other..you wanna blame blame god..not me..i do not care about what happened between you and him..its not my fault..you dont make me sound so cheap..you claimed that you do not..well thanks to you..i guess this is retribution..for all the sins ive caused..i do not know what wrong have i done..i really do not.know..i`ve just lost two good friends..maybe i can also loose a boyfriend..what about that..so everybody will not feel so bad..

2004-11-05T16:25:00.000+08:00

i feel so low.

2004-11-05T14:32:00.000+08:00

i wanna go out i wanna go out i wanna go out!!
sigh..so bored at home!but i can`t go out..erjie is having some nokia road show thing..and she`s working there..promoting nokia`s newest cellphones!!she said that..the cellphones aare super slick..super cool!!and i wann a new cellphone!but..dear `ol dad says.`no` as usual no to..say..everything-.-was msging darr((:miss him so mucho!-melts- hahs..ok..save all the..mushiness..hee..newyas..helped korkor dye his hair!!sooo nice mann!!yea im going to dye my hair i think..hee..now is my korkor`s turn to help me dye my hair! korkor`s hair now is like..really brown..hahas..next time i help him dye grey..((: gastby`s dye are super cheap and good..*promoting gastby hair dye* 10 bucks plus ((: really nice colours((:hahas..
gotta go!
xoxo
love ya hunny!
linn`kitty*

2004-11-04T11:26:00.000+08:00

chatted with honey just now((: he`s going to his sister`s house..miss him so much)):but..these few days cannot go out..cuz..talked back to my father..sadness..im alone at home la..and mom keeps on calling home..as if i will sneak out or sth..im so bored at home..am rotting to bits..am missing him to bits..ima stop herre..
iloveya
xoxo
linn`kitty*

2004-11-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

why..i feel so vulnerable after his words..but my feelings will never change for muhh darr..it was really complicating for me..it was like..suddenly all my feelings for darr started crashing down..down..just like blink182`s song..down down down down..gena and jasmine told me really nice stuff..i love you girls ((: really..and it really helped me alot..i hope..nothing ever gets into the wayy of me and muhh darr..go away..you people..who is trying to seperate me and him..i hate you..wrote a really stupid song..called away for tha guys i think..
verse one-
you didnt know
how much i love you
but you act like you didn`t care
i was there for you
like some stupid fool
waiting for you but...

chorus-
you turned me away..
away..away..
you had turned me away
you`ll never know
how it feels..

verse 2 ( try singing this to tha tune of `welcome to my life` chorus)
do you know how it feels
to be kept in that dark
to be slapped right in tha face
and a stab right through tha heart
but i guess you never know because

chorus

really cheesy yea?hope you guys dunn mind..((:
xoxo
love you darr..
linn`kitty*

2004-11-03T13:54:00.000+08:00

hahas..with him lerrs..yesterday..o211o4`at 9:23:03 i love you..hee..
later going jamming((: got new songs today..box car racer`s songs..and greenday..and..of course blink182..omg..the drummings are like..super difficult larr..going to jamm for 2 hours..yay!hee..box car racer is good..really good..me stopping here lers..
i love you darr!
xoxo
linn`kitty*

2004-11-02T19:16:00.000+08:00

was at home the whole day today..tsk..rotting at home..my phone bill didn`t exceed!70 bucks..hawhawhaw..((: hehh..but i guess its pretty high..charmaine say uh..tomorrow got play basketball..again..half the time..im sitting there la..hahas..the juliana theory is good - nods -underground band..sometimes i prefer underground bands..to known bands..underground bands sounds way way nicer than known bands for some reason.. - shruggs-
gotta go now ((:
peace!
linn`kitty*

2004-11-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

watched tha doll master today..most touching horror flick ive ever seen..well some of the dolls looked like hemlock&honey((:hee..but i guess i wunn`t be throwing hemlock or honey away..so they won`t be haunting me in their 3rd life((:

if my cell phone bill dosent explode..heaven`s really on my side..

loved dinner tonight mommie=D mix of..western and chinese..and this wee bit of japanese..cuz we drink japanese tea all tha time..ahh you come my house ah..no iced water..just iced japanese tea((: weird huh..but i like it..really healty..

was at gena`s house this morning..before tha movie..ate lunch at her house..haha..and gena pured really little oil for tha eggs..when i said i was kinda health concious..really funny..

great i have chinese tuition tomorrow..the subject that i destest the most..stupid strokes..at least i got a..c5..for my chinese((: haha.. oh yea we took 0ur report cards today..god..we went for like wht..5 minutes..?damn..make us go all tha way to school..just to make us collect white books..then..let us go..-.-how lame can hillgrove et..
very i guess

peace((:
linn`kitty*

2004-10-30T20:13:00.000+08:00

oh mann i had so much funn today at sentosa ((: when i found all my jiejies..first thing they did was to pull me down to the sea..-.- but i had FUN when i was the one pulling my other friends down..after sentosa..we went to IMM..walk here walk there..bought a really cute pencil which costed me..$3.90..ruiying jiejie got me a nice pink umbrella((: i love ya!! hee..i really enjoyed my self today! but.. i hate the rain mann..ima stop here..toodles!
peace((:
linn`kitty*

2004-10-29T15:51:00.000+08:00

oh mann finally the day has come..and.. I STAY IN EXPRESS!!OHMYGWADDD..ive been so scared on thursday..today..i am the happiest kitty in the world((:all of us are going to 2e5..well except for some..i shall not reveal any..about 2 or 3 dropped the normal acad..well i wish you guys all the best..
oh mann im so happy..thank you all who gave me support and believed in mee ((: like..yongkiat`roy`gerald`nizar korkor`and chinshen..all say dunn worry..dunn worry..but i still!! was moaning and whining about im going to die some horrible death..it was dark and hot in the technical room..however..it was one of the most emotional times of 1e5..i was squeaking mann.. i dunn know why..but i ended up crying!!when gerald and yongkiat got their results..they were so happy..then i cried again..when kelvin told me..seeya in 2e5..yea i cried again..when i told syaffiq that i passed..cried again..when i msg my brother..he said cool!! i cried again..for what all i had done..my parents and brother is still so proud of me..
for all who was there for me..
a million thanks to all of you..you people are so special to me..((: i love ya all!!
peace joy happiness ALL ..((:
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty

2004-10-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

ive changed the blogskin..again((: but theres something new! move your cursor over to the links..and you get decriptions at the bottom left corner..the archives are really long..so you guys gotta scroll all the way to the bottom for the tagboard and stuff..((: love this skin..tackaiire you guys stay crazy all of you((:
peace((:
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-27T15:59:00.001+08:00

oh mann..blink182`s First Date..drumming..is bloody difficult )): and Kelvin wants to perform on teacher`s day..just cuz laoshi said she wanted us to perform..whoopdeedoo-.-spent a whole day in school doing..well..nothing ((: and..we have more then 10% going to NA in 1e5..kinda sad ain`t it..?
but hey its too late for regrets..theres no turning back..`quoted from destwick ((: ` maybe we can do better in NA..?we never know..
joanna failed 7 subjects outta 8..she passed art..cuz she copied her final piece from a book ((: and somehow msneo knew..
meijia jiejie asked me if i like anybody..so weird..to prevent me from knowing moree..i said `no` and walked away quickly `phew`
then we went to westmall..im sick of westmall..so boring there..stopping here..
take care all of you brokenhearteds..and goodluck for all all of you guys` exams result..
- ps..we all should go 2e5 together..all my friends.hope you see you guys in a Express class -
peace((:
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-27T15:59:00.000+08:00

2004-10-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

many things have happened..first thing i wanna say is..i hope you die a really horrible death hardy..i really hate you ((: well this is the day when the teachers do all the streaming..its terrible..making all the kidds go..`im gonna die..diee..diee..!!`well we played basketball today..had longjohnsilver`s breakfast((: my favourite..had a fall while playing in the rain )): and the wound is really gross..but my blood smells nice..edwin went all..`wash your wound la..dunn use plaster..dunn use the same tissue..wash your wound..` so many stjohn people was there..so you can imagine..i was going crazy..she was kinda crazy today..screaming..so i got to scream back at her..and dang..was it loud..whats the stupid big deal..going sad over him..whats the point..as if..he would get his motherfuckin ass back by your side..and he has some really stupid excuses..i hate boys..who does all this stupid things..
walked around..was at 517..then we went to..Limbang..for lunch..lunch sucked..the noodles were made of plastic..and the dumplings were made from foetus..kinda sick aint it..?thats me ((:
then played in da arcade..play the capcom..thingy..used Venom and this big boobs..bat..girl
got first ((: 39885..mann still can remember..i love that game..
then we went to lot one..did nothing there..she screamed again..kinda disturbing for me..
ending here..
peace):
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

kays ima just do a quick one here..my moms been really strict on me..so..please do not msg me for no reason.. ik now this sounds stupid but dunn..ok..unless its really important..like you wanna tell me or whatever..im really sorry naz for what has happen..sorry..

2004-10-23T23:44:00.000+08:00

please..dunn be so sad? all of the people who are feeling low today..cheer up please..i hate seeing you guys going sad..it reminds of me..how i used to be..how sad i was..

to those who are sad..

please cry..ill be here to dry your tears

no matter what you are sad or angry at

ill be lending my ears

it may hurt you deeply

you may harm you

but think seriously

before you do anything that might end you

i might not understand how you feel

i hope i can help

but if you will

cant continue anymoree

i hope you guys will get over it..

and to naz..some things..cant be helped..although you want it to be there..all good things gotta come to an end..lifes not fair..and will never be

peace):

[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

just came back from jamming..at jurong..with jayme rizal and kelvin ((: it was funn la..but..studio 6`s air con is bloody cold..kev dunn go studio 6 again..then got a group of guys played my happy ending by avril lavigne..woot..they were good..wahaha..then played blink182`s songs..most of the time..and as usual..then laadeedaa..dummdeedumm..kelvin was super protective of his bass-.- who is call bassy..

ok neverminds..i suck at drumming..as in..really suck suck..suck..get the pic? neverminds..ill practise real hard..

peace((:

[[lLiinn]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

sigh..so hungry now la..today didnt do much..had taken my papers back..
well english i did well..didnt do well for chinese..didnt do well for science..well i just didnt do well for any of the papers..
then after the papers..me gena and boonkiat went to catch..TheGrudge..ohman..waste my money..shouldnt have watch it..its so stupids..exactly the same as ju-on..
then xianyao was sitting behind us all da time and we didnt know..how smart
aiya..then got someone say she dunn wann to go and watch movie..but i keep on seeing her in westmall with her friends..i dunn know what is happening..dunn know..dunn care..you only live once..
then gena went all..nvm
mrslai wannts me to type out my composition..waste time mann..
something happened today..
i`ll tell if you ask..depends on who you are..kinda shocking tho..
im still hungry after blogging..
peace(:
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-21T18:18:00.000+08:00

tired
came back from causeway point..actually go with boonkiat they all one..in the end lei? go out with nazri syafiq and hatim..boonkiat keep on making me angry sia ..forget about it le..then breakfast and lunch only eat one cheese fries la..sadness..bought a black pink and white anklet..((:bought a starry scotch tape..so purdy!
wahahaha..neways..took neoprints..ten was writing somewhere out there until halfway only..then is dunn know not enough time or gena press wrong button..then write until..somewhere out t..so weird..but neverminds..
ah then..nothing la..not much..i dunn know what to crap about..yea..
peace((:
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-17T13:58:00.000+08:00

noisy la..
eh you..you bloody noisy la..at home niam niam niam..complain this complain that ..whats your prob?bloody noisy man you..
uh oh..math tomorrow..how?i still here so happy typing out entries..heh..anyways even if you want me to study now..nothing goes in..ehehe..kelvin wannts me ta watch The Grudge..jasmine also..wahh so many movies to watch ..but who cares exams going to be over soon!! w00t!!
after exams going to play like a crazy biatch..wakakaka
neways..stopping herre..dunn know what to crap about..
peace((:?
[[lLinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

sian la
dummdeedumdumm..had history paper today..and i guess i got it all wrong?yea..kinda sad..getting all the birtans..chinese..malay..portuguese things wrong >.<
f*cked up la..
sigh but whats done is done..so..no choice..
after the paper..went to da coffeeshop outside our school..then ahbing dunn let me go off..stupids
after that..went to macdonnies((: went there to find jasmine..huijuan..and alanna..reach there..didnt makan..cuz havingg severe stomach pains..shits la.. i ask them why they were sitting at macdonnies for so long she was like`we chat chat lor..eating lor..then we were sharing secrets`
-.- like whaddafark la..i fucken hate that stupid act sweet smile on her face..
ok neverminds..thats about it i guess gotta catch lotsa movies after the exams..ouija board..art of the devil..the grudge..master of the doll..bleah..still got a long long looonnnggg way la..
maths on monday..aka death day for linxi..
peace?
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-15T18:18:00.000+08:00

sadness
today damn sad sia..today was da last day for the sec fours..express..sigh*dunn say la..neways..
heres to you guys..good luck in everything you guys do kay`?be it o`levels or n`levels..or whatever..you guys can do it =D
-smile-
am really gonna miss those crazy times..with da crazy rugby guys..screaming..running around..playing water..food fight..anything..even doing homework ((: you guys are seriously crazy..but..its awesome..ahahha`
sigh* now the school canteen would be so..-cold- after school..heh no more sec 4s sitting at the green chairs..outside the general office..
uhrm..today got chased home by mrsong..all the sec one girls go home now..blah blah blah
then go home lo..see..acctually can 6:30 reach home..6 reach home already..somebody at my ear that shout and shout..
diam la..noisy mann
today`s paper ..no comments..science was kinda difficult..literature..dang..first time no time to do finish..my writing was worst then..my brother`s..my handwriting started out all nice and neat..on the line.. at question 3..last question..9 marks..words like..cursive..messy..lots of cancelling..dummdeedumm..
neways..
very sad la..am gonna miss you sec fours!!
peace(:
[[lLinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

antacid
hmm wells today stayed back until..6 plus..had counselling from after school till about 2:30? yea..Alice says that im improving =D hapies..ok then..went to ppynky muii..aka..Gena..saw her with emporer kwan..then..makan..do work..after that..shiftyshift aka Nazri and maddestwick(sp?)aka..Hatim came..then..study la..after that..syaffiq came..then suddenly alot of people.. ahaha..study more..oh yea geography tomorrow guys..then study..daddiee aka..MrMustafa camee..then sat with us..he drank his tea..and then went back to his gym char arranging thing..after that..study more..very disiaao la..nazri they all..keep on screaming into my ear..blah..and screaming into my handphone..recording their screams..and making my ringtone to their screams..when i was in da shop buying strawberry milk..my phone rang..my ringtone went like this *somemalaywordswhichidunnknow...corey scream for us-scream-scream-laugh-scream-scream-laugh-scream* and the uncle was like.. o.O kinda freaked out yea? screaming ringtone..ah then..at 4 gena went home..so early la..leave me there..alone..with..so many..crazy fellas.. ehehhe..thats about it i guess..actually got alot but..the screams has sorta made my memory worse.. i cant remember what i had for dinner already..
peace(:
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-09T15:25:00.000+08:00

tangled up in me`s tune is stuck in my head
ahhh
this is how the song goes (:

You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kickin' the coke machine
I'm the one that's honkin' at you cause I left late again
Hey, Hey, Hey
Can't you see i want you
By the way i push you away
Yeah, don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm actin' today
Mix the words up with the actions
Do it all for your reaction, yeah
Hey, hey, get tangled up in me
You wanna know more, more, more, about me
Gotta know reverse psychology
I'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
I'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
Hey, Hey, Hey
Can't you see i want you
By the way i push you away
Yeah, don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm actin' today
Mix the words up with the actions
Do it all for your reaction, yeah
Hey, hey, get tangled up in me
You think that you know me
(Tangled up in)
You think that i'm only
(Tangled up in me)
When everything i do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more, more, more, about me
I'm the girl that's sweepin' you off your feet
Hey, Hey, Hey
Can't you see i want you
By the way i push you away
Yeah, don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm actin' today
Mix the words up with the actions
Do it all for your reaction, yeah
Hey, hey, get tangled up in me

heh..its a really nicee song :D
anyways..just finished piano lesson..my teacher said that im improving (: hee..but i screwed up at my portfolio`s song about twice..and could not get my exams pieces right..stupid chords..
yup..nothing much i guess..im just super bored cause MSN messenger ain`t working..it said 3 minutes of maintenece..not 3 hours mann..IT SAID 3 MINUTES..and ive been waiting for so longg..like since 11 am..fcukin msn.. you`re gay..
so here i am blogging.. (: my my eyes hurt so much ):
oh no..Izwan said he is going to bring two cans of deoderant..
and i hate deoderants..i`ll get a freakin itchy nose if i smell those kind of..weird..things.. -shudders-
i just hate them..
monday is the last day for the sec fours? i dunn know.. but Izwan said that monday is going to be his last day in HSS
anyways..goodluck to all sec fours..be it `o` or `n` levels..hope you guys pass with flying colours..(:
bah
gastric
great
peace(:
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-09T10:15:00.000+08:00

yawn
sigh-damn bored right now..woke up couple of minutes ago..i was crazy last night mann..around 6 was blardie tired but cannot sleep..cuz i didn`t want to sleep all the way till the next morning..so.didnt sleep..THEN..at night..NOT TIRED AT ALL..dunn know what happen la..suddenly super energetic..then at 2..finally sleepy already..took me half and hour to sleep -.-
eh seriously i dunn know why am i blogging about why can`t i sleep..
peace(:
[[lLiinn`]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-08T20:54:00.000+08:00

BAM!
heylo doods..finally i know the namee of my shampoo..seaspa minerals..after so long..and my new bath foam is metallic purple o.O
why am i talking about shampoos?
nvm..
well today was another boring day..came school..took english paper onee..kinda easy mann..i wrote on the trip to Thailand with my father..the orphanage trip..still thinking of Tiger..my lil bro`(: then..went for recess..got tickled yet again..by lots of people..and charmaine always need to touch my facee..as if dunn touch will diee like that..after school went to Westmall..saw Jayme and Rizal..but didn`t dare to call them..then..went to KFC for lunch..wah lao..alot of people la..siao mann..then go everywhere surely got AES people diao us..wahliu..then went to library..was sitting in the children`s section..where all the nice sofas are..i took a book..la-di-da hare.. it was a poem book!! so sweet.. then read it out..but..the book was taken away by Charmaine..well thanks a bunch -.- then took another book..all the short stories word starts with the same letter..so cool!
then we were talking about ghost..and stuff la..then i did the msyanti thing..woo! heh..then..Gena damn freaked out can..she say she heard the One Missed Call ring tone..
because
MY PHONE WAS RINGING MY DEAR GIRL
ya..my ring tone is the cursed ringtone from One Missed Call.. then i said..surely my mommie wann la..then i didn`t see the namee..straightaway say..`hi mommiee!!` in the end lei..is a guy`s voice..
- took a look at my phone -
nazri
then everybody burst out in laughter..and i was like..- embarassment - then he say he in school very sian..as me where was i ..with who..blah blah blah..then everybody kept on di siaoing me -.- so bad la..after that..got kicked out by the farkin act ang moh librarian..can standd her sia..act big shot..as if the library she open onee..go scan you freaking books la..
ok next..went outsidee the library..walk here walk there..then sian sian..suddenly..Gena say Hardy will go back to school to handd in filee..then..like that la..then sian sian..
Nazri say wann to go back to school the playground there.. then Gena very very happy..heh..then took a really long walk back to school..dunn know where..everybody seemed to be really tired..except Nazri-.- walked so fast..then his leg very pain because..walked to slow .. ah nevermind..then .. go playground..slack..drank milk again..hehe..slack slack slackk..saw so many malay guys..then slack slack slack..Nazri go and spray that stupid deoderant shit..then my nose blardie itchy..he kept on singing A.D.I.D.A.S .. ya..all day i dream about sex -.- then slack slack slack..Jasmine and Alanna went homee..Gena got fetched by her daddiee. then suddenly..i realized i was the only girl around..so sad la.. Gena went home so early..then reached home at 6:30.. (:
that was long!
peace(:
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

boo!
just reached home -.- so tired..
hehe..ate 3 cherrie lollipops!!ohgod..going fatter ..hee..after getting held back by laoshi..for overdueing her work for...a week..i came out free at last..however sadly my pink bouncy ball was stolen by syaffiq..then..went to gena&co..saw the rugby boys again..said the samee things again..haha..kept on saying `hi` over and over again..then..slacked in the canteen for like couple of hours..then i complained i wannted to drink milk..so went to the playground to slack again..couple of hours too..no chocolate milk..so i bought strawberry..kinda weird..then..nazri and that ahmad or whatever dude camee..bought alot of stuff la me..bought tons of lollipop..bought apple juice..lemon barley for genaa..bought the `wanwan` rice biscuits..and bought alot of rubber bouncy balls -.- not mee..nazri&co. haha..then play play scream scream..then go homee..by taxii again..mustt start savingg money..ehh..
english paper 1 tomorrow but not scared la..hee..im good in english ( not boasting here ) oh..and i improved in math! hee so happies..got 30/50 for paper 2..but still failed..43/100..sad..i suck in math..dummdeedumm..well i guess thats about it? i`ll stop here..
peace
[[lLiinn``]]ms-.blackitty*

2004-10-06T19:53:00.000+08:00

finally!! let me blogg
how long has it been? oh my god..finally i can blogg again..
okay..lots of thinggs has happen la..but who cares..since its over its overr..and i finally got living dead dolls for my birthday..hemlock&honey 100 over la..thanks to my dearest brotherr! you rock kay..although sometimes very irritating
okie doke..exams are herre..and..so far it sucks cann..and im longing for that very last day of examinations..and im in a band la..with kelvin*jayme*rizal* i dunn know jayme and rizal..but i remembered their name! (:
teehee..and im the drummer la..so weird cann..only onee girll.. - shruggs - currentlly looking out for a girl singerr..so drop me a sms or email..91721505.. linxidavinci@hotmail.com hmm..
okays..i thinkk i`ll stop herre first..comee back laterr..gotta help my mommie
ps..sorry boonkiat..couldnt celebrate your birthday today..examm

2004-09-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

at cousin`s house ((:
so long never blog already...apologises to those who always come to my blog then complain to me that i never update blardie blah...
rachel aka er jie said hi ((:
well very long never blog lerr...and nothing much happened...finally finished my history poem..credits goes to NAZRI!! haha...CA history marks will shot up sia...today ish ahma`s birthday...so many people larr...and that guy was spinning that n` piece of shieet larr...blardie irritating and he thinks that it`s funn ok
things bought over the weekend..
-jack skellington pillow and pencil box...
-lots of earrings and stuff
-bought a rancid bag...
-bought a red and black checked skirt...
-bought a izzue white long sleeve..
-bought jack skellington handphone keychain(again)
-bought another star necklace..black and white..
oh and still owe nazri a Shifty album
and you people owe me prezzies ((:
heh...joking larr...gena`s getting me a slipknot version 3 cd...
i think boonkiat getting me drumming stix...from plaza sing`s yamaha store ((:
kelvin and his sis bringing me to brash basah ( wtv) to maybe try some drumming lessons...i think..
or kelvin say play at the jamz studio but i doubt i`ll be a drummer yea ok...
erjie`s birthday is at 28 september..
benkor`s birthday is at 16 september..
yongpeng`s birthday is on 13 september..
jieen`s birthday is on 18 september
smile((:
peace
ms.-blackitty

2004-08-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD-`
finally i can blog! oh my god you dunn know how happy i am OKAY im DAMN happy okay for the past few days` forget about it.`-- just talk about today`-
had teachers day performance today ((: soo nice.`-- espcially love that song.`-- that thing you do`.-- hah they look like salesman`..- and the n*sync song.`-- sweet.`-- the dance by the girls.`-- sexay* the 2e1 dance..n/c no comments ...
the worst thing was.`--
mrs yeow or whatever tapped my shoulder and said
dunn so naughty already harr.`-?
wahh scare me mans then i was all uhhh kkayy uhhh wth``
- that was at hillgrove -
- now in nanyang -
went back to my beloved primary school wooot took a cab there.-` then when i was at the long flight of stairs.`- heared meishi singing ' swing swing from the tagles off... ... '
2nd verse... then i run up there like nobody`s business.`--
saw wongjieh and sarah staring at their guitar.`-- eyes not leaving their guitars =X
then saw kailin sian sian like that..--
of course sian larr if me will be sian also.`-- helloww.. drum pads are damn boring..-- no matter how hard you hit on the pad..still the same volume-`.. then the guitars...god...sooo boring.-` amplifier machiam dead...soo soft..
anyhows.`-- still a awesome song.`- performance``
then after that..`- went to cine took alot of pix..` going to put my fotki link up soon...cuz too many pix on my laptop.`-- the laptop is going to crash soon..`uhrm then what arr..-
ohyarr.. kailin`s friend 'hubby' was touching my bag and my korn rag doll..`damn pissed off but dd`nt show it out..`-- did`nt wann to spoil da dayy`..- so remained calm and
faked a smile.`--x
reminder.`- i hate people to touches my stuff thankewverymuch ((:

2004-08-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

love really hurts alot``
hello``people..so sad manns``im not me today`..sho weird..want to get back to my new self ~yay`i finally recieved jiangnan``from rachelle thankews``*mUacKiExXx* kekex`..nice song mann`..must go and download`
-jiang nan by Lin Jun Jie
aiyohs`.rraining cats and dogs`-sigh-but can have a good nights sleep`` sigh``
tomorrow have tingxie``god..never learn`..dunn even know how to learn`-\\
chocolate and mint`` ooo so nice`` goes so well together`..
i think i`ll stop here yas``?
[[lLiinn]] XblackittyX

2004-08-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

confused`.-
feel like crying now larrx` cuz mommy is crying`.. and why the hell is she crying`? im not writing here.` prefer to keep it to myself`..im at the stage that im about to do that`.. but all my buddies are stopping me`.. i love ya guys`.. i will not do it kiex`.?so many things are rushing through my brain`.. dosen`t stop to let me think`..feeling damn sad now`.. i want to thank the following people
-izwan`gena`joanna`boonkiat`ruiying`vivian`huizhen`dorothy`i love every body there! you people brighten up my screwd life`.. the others`. you too kays`? hah but these are the more speshal ones ((:hee.. love ya guys!
[[lLiinn]]XblackittyX

2004-08-22T09:49:00.000+08:00

self-multilation-.
thanks to benjamen i need to retype my entry again``sighs-.i dunn know what to type``ive forgot everything ..so ill end here``...

2004-08-20T18:37:00.000+08:00

having that thought again
got things happen..its very sad..im feeling very low this few days...very tired of everything too dunn console me please``im invisible..whatever i said...it fell on deaf ears..wasted it all..hope you guys will turn over a new leaf..i know it is not easy ive been through it so you guys can too aiight

2004-08-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

(^-^)/hi
omigod i never blog in how many days arr apologies to those who got come and read de!
sorrryy
i feel that im a happier person now^^haha i dunn know why larr uhrmm see so many people blogging about common test so i also blogg larr about that
uh finish geography already!happy neh
i cannot spell february !!well that time larr scared me s\ia
dunn know how mr chua set one norr set until soooo chimmm
how do you take and account for blah blah in the population of figure 2
sooo chimm i dunn even know what to say to i bullshit my way through
alanna wrote SOO much lorr
like filled up the whole 7 lines hrmmx going to joann's bbq party tomorrow
at 6 tuition finish at 6 haish must reach home at 8 hmmx
so busy tomorrow
morning got common test 2 summore
then got english workshop later part
then actually got piano lesson but postponed
then at night got joann de bbq thing
haish will tired anot
ruiying vomited in the morning today =
dunn know which way to rub her back
down or up
??
xianyao say middle larr aiyoh
haha mdmsalbiah says cannot go 5 head anymore
nobody cares what she said then today SOOOOOO MANY PEOPLE
more then the usual group larr
kekex then i got melvin the pei me to wait for de bus
then the malay guy did that peace thing with me again
haa`` sho cutee
uhrmm still got what arrx
dunn know larr we are sitting in tis position that i hate so much
all the girls i hate in the class is sitting around me
sian mann wah piang
today in class sho di siao
dint even know our cme teachers name
dint even know we had a project to do
28/7/04
deadline for our fore fathers project
then dunn know who say
"cher i one father nia how to do"
haha so lame ``
i think i was the one who said it larr
-stares blankly-
uhh i think i stop here le
i know you all see long long then dunn wann to read already haa``

2004-08-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

tralalala-
heyas people yay im so happy i got my own laptop!
finally
lolx thanks daddy!!
uhm ok didnt blogg for alot of days
hmmx alot of things have have happened but not fang bian to say here
erjie sent me the video we did on the bus!
omigod it was so funny stomach ache man. lol
and its damn fast sia when kor sends me something
like -blink- send finish already
uhmm
dunn know lahx
ok
feeling damn weird now
sad and angry and happy
ok bye
tata
[[lLiinn]]

2004-07-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

re_gret
uhm people people i probably needta stop blogging for some time but ill still blogg but not as often so yea
lots of things are happening
dunn ask anyways
curiosity killed the kitty
-meow-
-choke-

2004-07-22T11:00:00.000+08:00

in_school
wakakaka in school now freezing like hell nors in the com lab they all reading genas blogg all about bear bear de hehex sibey sian so cold
+-+
somebody help me what am i going to do after school arhx
go where and play
hmmx wah liu veh scared teacher come leix she say
if she caught us using computer must go
detention``
i got my metal cd! yea
so happy new found glory slipknot cradle of filth korn and marilyn manson
soo happy okies me stop here le i veh scard the mrs lai come le
buaix need to do the stupid earth summit thing okiex``
tata`

2004-07-20T17:46:00.000+08:00

why cant i h a t e you``
nothing much happened today had a english enrichment course
awesome !really like that teacher mr carmeicher or whatever
wait me go have my bathe first im backkk
lalala~ ok continue
ehmm after that we stayed at the canteen for an hour doing
nothing
i had my shirt tucked out and the principal was sitting there -_-
how lucky then fooled around alot
drank ribena fooled around more then we went home
i should stop taking taxi man
im wasting money sigh
oh my god!! the cd i burnt (metal one) on that blank cd
was not blank!!
sighh must re-burn again
listening to slipknot opium of the people
nice song! go download nowwww

2004-07-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

hot tempered_me
stupid idiot mr george idiot i hate you ok?read this
I FUCKING HATE YOU
he made us run under that big cruel sunn.44 rounds
biased idiot
let the guys sit down and make us runn then that biao kia say what headache then that idiot let her sit down
idiot biao kia i hate you too
biao kia means betrayer
then i forgot to bring my maths textbook suay man
hmmx got d&t tomorrow``laadeedaa
but got enrichment tomorrow dunn know enrich what shit man waste of time until 4 o clock T.T feeling so angry now
why
why am i always hot-tempered
oh yea finally gena said that heretic anthem` was nice!!
wooo
yeaaaaa that song ish really nice probably sooner or later she will like metal
=D lolx maybe one d a y . . . .
ok enuf of that bs
uhm what did we do after that we had classes went to the toilets a couple of time thought over whether i should take the medicine
blabbered alot
drank very little water =
ate some noodles
went to hardy's class -_-
ate potato wedges!(:
uhm went out to tuition
tired yawn
came back around 6:30 ate my dinner at 7 tthen played the piano and im then here blogging mah ass off
my mom bought sooo many things from da thai embassy o.o

2004-07-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

why cant i h a t e you``
lalala it was sports day todayy i managed to stay at lakota for the whole event!and lakota won~
cuz i was there mahx
next year i go uhm apache see will win anot ehhhh +-+
hmmx today gena saw her bearbear``yea wow(- -)
she kept on squeling
ruiying ran damn fast man she was the last one for the 4 x 100 relay so he won for lakotaaaaaaa
yeaa alot of fast runners man see already blurblur
yea i didnt get caught by ms yanti for staying at her house cheering for her house
funny right i help her cheer then she want to chase me back to apache
wah lao``
ehmm today hmm so idiotic we were moving around like nobodys business sometimes we sit here somettimes we seat there then end up at the sec 4 there with one guy watching porno through his phone
its was so sick
wahahahaha lame man then we went into that hell toilet which smelt like shit mann it was stinking then uhm hear each others ringtones blah blah
i went to eat lunch with ruiying huizhen jasmine xiu ying vivian chinsen joanna and ah qiang
lolx we kept on trying to find the tables to have our lunch
in the end me ruiying jasmine and xiuying sat on one table
vivian huizhen and joanna sat on one table
and out table was not slanted it was steady
but ah qiang and chinshen's table was slanted like siao
wahahahahaha
then i bought a lighter`wooo like zippo lighter but this one is fake larhx
skull on it
veh nice
wheee
$3.90 only
wahaha cheapo stuff
what did we do today?
oh yea!!!me and vivian waas lateee then this whole bunch of people was waiting for us
so paiseh !
cuz of who?
cuz of vivian lahx when i was standing outside my house door
vivian called and told me she was still at woodlands so i went back
lied on my bed for sometime
then 5 minutes later i left and we met each other at the same time
wahahaha
sooo emabarassing
=
ima stop here noww
wheres my blog's music?

2004-07-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

why cant i h a t e you``
im back hee`lalala~im figuring out my piano piece.how to play man
pachabel canon in D
dumm dee dumm dumm so difficult espcially the last part and the most important one
yay~*got sports day tomorrow!!meeting all my jies and meis at gombak mrt station tomorrow although im in apache(red)im going to lakota!ying jie jie is lending me her pe uniform wahahaha~*i prefer to be lakota whee
apache sucks
hee im gonna read this book called sensei its a really nice book ya`know espicially the cover its in red and black
after a similar murder in new york,martial artist conner burke's detective brother suspects Yamashita sensei- conner's mentor-of witholding vital information.Caught in the tension between his volatile sibling and his revered sensei conner enters a shadowy,closed-off world where the ways of east and west a lethallt at odds-an assassin of exceptional skill and cunning is about to strike again.
thats the summary!so nice right
hee go borrow from the library the library has loads of amazing novels
do i sound like some geek o.O hmm
who cares anyways
im suppose to meet them at 7:10am tomorrow
im gonna wake up at 6:30am but ill sleep till like 6:45am then i wake up
yay~i can sleep a lil more tomorrow!
happiness(:
i got a new pair of ear studs red crosses with black outline
why is every red and black on me? can somebody tell me its either red black pink or purple
hmm that pink is not that pink its those bright bright neon fuschia pink
yepp like my wallet
+-**-+wishlist+-**-+

new wallet
slipknot cd
new bag
nicer room
neater room
von dutch t-shirt
black and red stuff
quit that stupid habit

yeaa typed it all out and felt no much better stop here buhbyee

2004-07-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

why cant i h a t e you``
heeelooowww wahaha borrowed books just now lame
mmkayy having sports day tomorrow jasmine and alanna is running!for 4 × 100 relay woo hoo~
yepp today we had this acapella show for assembly today it was nice cuz they sang jay chou's long zhaun feng(tornado)yupp it was sooooo nice
then they asked for a person who could rapp well guess who went up the stage hehex
nazri
he rapped lose yourself o.s.t of 8 mile by eminem!!he rapped well but as usual the mircophone made him sound like he had a cough a flu and fever(T.T)
im sho bored we actually could watch the sisters today but jasmine had SJAB
sigh
but i dunn think i have the mood to watch a movie either
mdm salbiah(DM) almost saw my sketch book i think she saw it then she gave me that face
staring at my sketch book
anyways if she saw it she would confiscate it
yep and the worst thing i saw that fierce pregnent literature just now at westmall
yep she saw my shirt and my skirt as usual and my socks too
invisible socks
have i blogged enough i think so mmkay i blogg later at night i guess

2004-07-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

why cant i h a t e you``
my korn cd cannot be played +-+ oh dear
didnt do anything in school today slept through all periods i was so SO sleepy for some reason
yep but i have a good news!gena was caught for her hair and ankle socks i wansant!!im shooo lucky if not i have to waste 1.50 buying that freaky long socks hee``sorry melvin!im not caught wahahaha
i win
mmkayy was kinda unlucky today too got caught by mr chin for what reason?i went to the third floors toilet yep actually we went to find sabrina yea but i was still innocent
innocent
i think my mom dosent allow me to go watch that ghost movie
how mean is that.meanie.
hateyew.
blah`

2004-07-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

why cant i h a t e you``
linxi did a bad thing and i shan't say it out haix so sian man mmkay we are going to watch a movie on friday!uhm called the sisters?i dunn know lalala~*
im halfed finished on my tribal tattoo lookalike pic!!lalala~*and jasmine eeee(ed)at my cat potrait pfft
gena saw her cute cute boy today wow so suprised -_-and she kept on slapping my arm
jasmine was crazy today she ate prata with sugar and curry..together.
i didnt get to see my kitty today ): sadness it was sleeping according to mrs malay aunty
i think dorothy is bringing jaz and pepper tomorrow yea hope so
MY KORN CD CANNOT BE PLAYED ``devastated`` **dying**
oh sheett
what is happening

2004-07-10T21:41:00.000+08:00

READ or get out of my blog|
ok guys if you dunn like profanities dunn read this post ok?
gena's ex stead.knn said alot of mean things about her today IN FRONT OF ME and you know i hate motherfuckers who kah lan jiao wei about my friends when they know that he/she is my friend and that particular bastard called me a bitch he is older than me so i cannot do anything right?yea fucking pissed off right now ok?he called me a bitch for what reason?NOTHING
i wanna fucking stich that guys mouth up with his heart stuffed inside and his empty eye sockets stuffed with needles and hang him on a pole with maggots all over his motherfucking dead body
¤ Vıŕğıņkıllëŕ ¤ says:
u wan scold me u call 91884152..
¤ Vıŕğıņkıllëŕ ¤ says:
i dare u
¤ Vıŕğıņkıllëŕ ¤ says:
bitch
¤ Vıŕğıņkıllëŕ ¤ says:
buay gan gong buay gan la.
yea you read that he called me a bitch BITCH bitch
fucking pissed of right now

2004-07-10T13:45:00.000+08:00

READ or get out of my blog|
lalala damn boring now doing piano work sian man i bet im gonna get scolded later
listened to metal for the whole of yesterday lacuan coil slipknot mudvayne static-x and cradle of filth =|my ears hurt hehex but i was good ima stop here kaex

2004-07-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

READ or get out of my blog|
this com is damn fark can. hmmx today well i was being one crazy ah siao kept on spitting my drinks out thanks to GENA my nana always sad sad de haix then today after maths which was so boring me and gena went to westmall then suddenly her kor(nazri)say he going also then he bring one company then me and gena keep on li siaoing them wahahaha veh farnie I BOUGHT A NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRITMAS KEYCHAIN is damn cute its the best thing ever!i bought one jack and sally for gena then bought a black pencil box so yay everything on me is either black or pink =|the egg is damn irritating can.farking irritating today sit outside D&T room for the whole lesson wah lao i can die lorhx did nothing sit there msging then veh sian school sucks so much homework i wanna do already yay!!tomorrow we are let off earlier thanks to SPEECH DAYY!! yea gena's kor is performing maggot corp` or something lah hor so called heavy metal band -_-||hmm me end here cuz today nothing much

2004-07-04T17:24:00.002+08:00

READ or get out of my blog|
wahaha changed my blogs template yay~

2004-07-04T17:24:00.001+08:00

READ or get out of my blog|
wahaha changed my blogs template yay~

2004-06-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

read?ihateyou`
blah.i.hate.it.when.he.always.uses.MY.com.i.thought.i.could.have.a.better.life.when.i.have.my.own.com.but.hell.whaddaya.know?then.he.told.mom.i.was.rude.to.him.he.said.that.i.always.say.get.out.of.my.room.as.if.he.dosent.say.that.mom.is.like.everything.ben.blah.ben.blah.ben.blah.even.dinner.she.was.like.ben.your.curry.enough.curry?.he.was.like.ehh.then.mom.got.him.one.bowl.of.gravy.then.she.was.all.lin.i.dunn.think.you.need.the.gravy.right.?my.bowl.was.dry.D-R-Y.whatever.my.bro.says.she'd.do.it.like.ben.ill.buy.you.t.shirts.shoes.blah.nike.blah.nike.blah.when.me.and.lin.is.in.hong.kong.i.pretended.nothing.had.happen.although.i.feel.like.screaming.my.lungs.out.its.so.irritating.he.acts.like.he.is.da.one.and.only.what.the.hell.i.was.rude?!he.did.not.bathe.and.he.sat.on.my.chair.given.by.my.dad.what.the.hell.i.had.enough.of.this.stupid.family.like.i.owe.this.family.10.billion.bucks.or.sth.at.least.i.went.out.with.gena.today.to.compass.point.at.sengkang.which.was.so.far.away.like.18.stops.blahh.did.a.lil.project.on.a.historical.figure.and.all.the.books.could.not.be.loan.only.the.tan.kah.kee.dood's.book.could.be.borrowed.my.mom.was.like.oh.now.you.know.how.to.read.this.book.arhx?!i.was.like.this.close||to.screaming.

2004-06-09T17:02:00.000+08:00

read?
heya.changed.my.blog.layout.i.think.its.damn.nice.howeva.theres.no.links.thing!and.im.lazy.to.add.it.heez.so.anyways.its.not.like.you.guys.dunn.knoe.my.blog.add.(-_-")
so.yeea.enjoy.i.wanna.change.it.to.a.suicidal.theme.blog.heez.so.dunno.yet.larhx.

2004-05-24T17:46:00.000+08:00

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heyall whussup///damn bored so many case at school dont provoke me///ILL FUCKING KILL YOU ///so///jia le says theres gonna be some chalet thingy during the holidaes///oohhh weeee dummdeedumdum i have a new favorite///
apples///
wahahaha actually i liked them ever since i was a kidd///wheee wah kao man///i hate school///school sucks huge time///i wannnnnnaaaa droppp ouuttttt wait mom wants me to drink lime juice///tmd///its sucks///stupid juice///i hate you///i want my guava ice now///blahh//you guys suck///

2004-05-10T14:45:00.000+08:00

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hey i feel good today i found a grey dwarf hamster...what should i name it?if ya gots any nicce names tag it one my board..and im getting 2 dwarf rabbits tomorrow...australian ones...yea if ya gots nice names..post it on my board..
(censtein dont post stupid tags...)
so bored...

2004-05-08T18:25:00.000+08:00

i like black red and pink
hey whussup ...nothing fine is goin on...im in the middle of killer mid years...or is everybody in the middle of killer mid years...blah//dashboard confessional rocks...yea...i have a 3 weeks old jasmine green tea on my table...wow...kailin said we is going out with ruyu sarah jeric wen rylyn...to nanyang yay...i wanna go me wanna go spoil some water fountains...muahahahahahhaa *evil sinister laugh*damn bored man...they dont have hands down by dashboard confessional on the joanne thingy right?eh heck...dont know what to write...gonna drink guava ice shake...wahahaha bye

2004-05-02T11:44:00.000+08:00

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mid years are here...godammit..so fast...havent study yet...reading literature now...wait no typing this now with the book on my lap...hehex...is there exam on monday?dont know...man i need to study for my science...dont even know whaddahell is the teacher talking about ...

2004-04-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

i fcukinq hate you
the tests sucked...so difficult...address wtf?!i dint even write any address oh..its my fault right...today mdm salbiah was talking to me then i was laughing away in the examination room...after that every body asked me what msm salbiah told me...just to let you know....its not about ending probation stuff far from that lol...
lol...I WANT TO GO TO JURONG POINT....i miss that place...i cant go there...how sad...gotta wait till the holidays... damnnnnnnn fuck face should die...now...DIE YOU IDIOT...i hate you GO AWAY

2004-04-27T17:27:00.000+08:00

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kaes great typed one whole load of shit out and the com screwd...
i just came back from westmall although im not suppose to go there...met yi ting and deon there...dint tell my mom i was meeting them shhhhh...then saw yi xiang...who said that he was sick saw yao chong...saw alot of people...laadeedaa
gena wants to find vivian problem...sigh...dunno who poured soupon vivnas leg and said that they accidently poured soup on her legs...then hui zhen also accidently poured laksa soup on that dunno who's leg
dumdeedumdum
bored man

2004-04-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

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heyas...came back from westmall...although i could not go there but i still did...met deon(3E4)and yi ting...there...didnt tell my mom i was meeting them there...say yi xiang who claims that he was sick...saw yao chong...blardie blarh saw lots of people..yea...bought a handphone strap for dont know what reason...
whoopdeedoo.
gena wants to find vivian problems
what the hell is wrong with them?
they poured soup on vivians leg and claimed that it was
an accident
hui zhen poured laksa soup on theirlegs
and said that
it was an accident
hahahha iwas laughing my head
off.
yah blah...damn bored...have to see a fark face everyday you know who lahx...yea get her out of my
sight

2004-04-26T17:06:00.000+08:00

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hi humans...hey jiaomei thanks for your description of me at my link...kaes real nice yah?and dont get mistaken...im not smelling glue and im not smoking...ok?dont worry so much lahx...nothing much...

miss chiew is such a bitch...she said that i could take my phone back on monday then she was like...im not free leix...how?how?!HOW?!you are asking me.?!?!i just want my freakin phone back you loozeerrrr...and she told the whole of 3E4 ...how nice miss chiew...

and the issue on gena...kaes today she shouted at me...FOR WHAT YOU MINDLESS IDIOT?!i dont know what did we do and we talk talk talk..blardie blah..then joanna asked her about stead stuff...then she heard like what you stead with bernard...?!then i was like...eughhh i hate bernard....(cuz he always disturbs me)then she shouted at me...saying that "I NEVER STEAD WITH HIM RIGHT?!'then i was like...oh some mad dog is barking at me...wooweee im scared...i slammed the toilet door and i think the metal handle made a mark on the wall...then havent end...she started shouting again...saying"i have already apologised to you what you want me to do?then i shouted back at her...what i want you to do?I WANT YOU TO END MY PROBATION ...yadda...then mr george was like...staring at the both of us...then i went on punching walls and windows
thats about it...
i think
will this shit ever end?
why cant gena just leave me alone and
stop asking me if we could be
friends again
ive said this once and im saying this again
no...even if you beg me

2004-04-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

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heyas...woot is the terry and yi ting's stuff settled?they fought today...we took up half of the canteen...and bernard threw ice at me...damn pain...dorothy asked him whether if he was the one who threw ice at me...and he gave a fuck face...and dorothy splashed milo alllll over him...sigh...i was soooo shocked...bernard stood there and...uhm...we walked away some dude threw a cup at us...then we went to the block...and whaddaaaheeeelll there was like 30 over people...yi xiang spalling with xavier...and yi xiang was like...linxi changed already!!!never give me bubble gum...ok you good lorhx..never give me bubble gum...then he started smoking...bad...bad kid...haha...and i finished 4 packets of chewing gum in a minute...2 packets of bubble gum in seconds...sigh...GUYS STOP TAKING GUM FROM ME...and jerold IM NOT SMELLING GLUE!!dum dee dum dum...ima stop here...kaes...buaix!!

2004-04-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

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sucks man...im under probation...wow...yay...so happy -_-sucks big time...cant go out...cant go anywhere...trust me if you are under probation...you cant live long...and i got my phone back haha after 3 days wowee!i owe my chinese teacher 5 chapters of homework...haha...serious...i hate chinese...sucks huge time...espicially the teacher im having now...she is a he she...shim...sheman...whatever...she is damn gross...its like she lived in the woods all her life..are we changing the teacher?i wanna listen to techno...now...so bored...me signing off now...byes...

2004-04-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

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hi i hate you you hate me we all hate everybody...kays just kiddinq i don hate my friends I LOVE YAS LOADS !MuAHx!kays that was bimbotic...so hows everybody doinq?i know im not doinq well...sorry to everybody whom i have promised that i wont cut myself...SORRY i dint mean to break you quy's promises...sorry...so i go to school everyday...and qet scolded everyday and that sux...brb...kaes back...after like hhalf an hour...

2004-04-10T12:12:00.000+08:00

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listeninq to d12 my band now...im feeling very down these few days and if i scream or shout at you for no apparent reason please forgive me...these applies to my friends the others if i shout at you its because yea i hate you or somethinq..and dont tell me to go to westmall because i cant go there...monday will be a very very long day for me...really regretted what i did ill never do it again.

2004-04-01T18:41:00.000+08:00

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came back from CCA...and my cca is choir ahahaha farnie...bought 7 honey stix...gave ah kiat 2 gave me myself 4 hehex...and peter pan and the other guy shared the last one...haha...learnt on top of the world taday..pretty borinq...shtooppeed malay guy kept on squirtinq water...fark...

2004-03-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

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kaes so miss ng said if i dont apear for CCA another time ill be out...is that qood or bad?who cares hehex...mr linq is an asshole he woke me up just wanted me count my summary words then i could not sleep anymore...fuckinq hate him...and guess what our chinese teacher is not with us for three days i was shooo happy...fuckin ms chew made me take out my friendship bands on my ankle.I HATE YOU MS CHEW and was made to stand in the morninq...listeninq to dashboard confessionalnow they rock yipee kaes great i dont even know what to brinq tomorrow for art...haix...why is thish happeninq to me?i also dont know what is happeninq to me all i know is everythinq seems to be different:|thats bad riqht?who cares qonna sign off now byee~*

2004-03-29T17:10:00.000+08:00

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harloww...just came back from 4 head hehex.mmm...eh nothinq much joanna went for her first detention...i told her it was fun and she didnt believe...she had the fastest detention ive ever known...like 10 minutes?super short lorhx...miss yanti saw all my friendship bands...but...she told me to cut...as usual i didnt...ahahahahahaha when we were at 4 head...i lifted up my head and saw some stuff...ahahahahahah then i couldnt stop lauging....everybody was lookinq at me...SO PAISEH YOU KNOW...lalala~*i wanna change my phone ...like flip phone or somethinq...i like those kinda thinqs...but do they have nokia flip phones...and who da farkkk is that guy in the tag board mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn pfffftttt...nobody ever tells me anythinq....

2004-03-27T09:46:00.000+08:00

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fuck it...she dint let me go out today and she starts blabbering bout nothinq...she said she could only let me out on sundays yah right...fuck...

2004-03-26T18:04:00.000+08:00

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HARLOWWWWWWWWWWWW came back from 4 head...no cdans....went to 4 head first then cdans...forgot what i did there...practically nothinq hehex...mike and yi xiang pulled out my koRn raq doll!wah lao...that was my last safety pin...and they bent it like anythinq...man...hehex...when i told mom about miss chew tellinq me to sign the letter...mom went lie "haiyahhh....why you teachers like that wan!!tell them dont be so crappy anot....full of crap you know..."i was like "mom lac lac lac arhhhh"then she went off heehex I LOVE YOU MOM THANKS FOR STICKING UP FOR ME....

2004-03-24T17:55:00.000+08:00

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harloww.just came back from tuition...went to westmall with yi ting...listening to cascada now... hehex.haix...somebody made me start listening to techno.dumdeedum..damn bored siahl..oh and i got F9 for art woohoo!haha..and mr daniel ling sucked...mr nizam COME BACK TO E5.mr ling is weird...and short...i hate him...bro is back...

2004-03-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

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im sick of everything...sick of people commenting me...sick of people nagging on me sick of people saying that listening to metal is lame sick of people saying whatever i do is wrong wrong and wrong ARE YOU PEOPLE CRAZY?SO WHATEVER YOU PEOPLE DO IS RIGHT?IDOLIZING SOME FUCKED UP BOYBAND SHIT OR SOME GIRL THAN WEARS NOTHING IS RIGHT?I ENJOY CUTTING MYSELF?IVE ALREADY STOPPED CUTTING MYSELF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!I LIKE SWEARING IS THAT WRONG?DONT TELL ME YOU PEOPLE DONT SWEAR?WHATS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?ARE YOU GOD IF I DONT LIKE WHAT IM LIKING WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO LIKE?YOU WANT ME TO LIKE MAINSTREAM MUSIC?WHAT POP?WHATEVER THEY SAY?I DONT SEE WHATS WRONG THERE MILLIONS OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE WORSE THAN ME YOU ASSHOLOES AND MIA WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU...RED AND BLACK YOU NEED TO COMMENT ON MY FAVOURITE COLOURS?MINDLESS BITCH ARE YOU SOME COUNSELLOR?mia read this YOU SHOULD BE DEAD NOT READING WHAT I LIKE

2004-03-21T15:55:00.000+08:00

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kays ive changed everything so you motherfukkas can shut up...i dont understand thats what i like...i dont see whats wrong...if you are not happy then dont open my blog even if i tell you to...dont open up so you dont need to read that disturbs you...fuckers...

2004-03-21T15:43:00.000+08:00

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heyas kays the chalet was uhm fun...and jie en's friends were kinda..funny haha dont know if thats the right word to use..and when we are going back from escape...sighx...met up with some problems with some gangsters...pfffft...and we were actually happy after all the rides and stuff..but hell no those gangsters had to find problems...dont wanna talk about it anymores...sheesh...man school tomorrow...i dont wanna go to school...who wants to go to school anyways...argh...siqninq out now... byes

2004-03-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

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what the hell has happened to my archives stuff....eeps..save da bloggggggggg *gasp*

2004-03-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

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ok so my chair person wants me to talk bad about my chinese teacher so thats really easy well my chinese teacher is one hellava fucked up bitch i dont even know if its a guy or a girl...you cant see the difference but she claims that shes a female...do you guys believe? my 1e5 dudes?you guys believe anot...that our chinese teacher is female but HECK she is leaving us...by june so just bear with this motherfucker for a while oh yeah our chinese teacher uhm...she likes to touch peoples hand and start shouting "why are you cheating?"during common tests...DO YOU HAVE MENOPAUSE OR SOMETHING?is that the right spelling?chen lao shit is a fucked up asshole she is GAYYYYYY
or lesbian...JUST GET AWAY FROM HER I TELL YOU and she likes to ask me private questions which i dont wanna answer in fron of 39 humans...CHEN LAO SHIT EAT MY SHIT YOU MOTHERFUCKKER I HATE YOU BITCH

2004-03-18T14:35:00.000+08:00

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hi humans.bought new slippers yay.brikenstock red in colour ooyah i can stop wearing my reeboks now (: gonna catch a movie with ruiying jasmine mei jia and thier steads i think...joanna of course...gonna watch the eye two...lalala~*listening to all my life by KC and jojo nice song...what happened today?hmms...after the movie and do whatever we are gonna do...at night im going for a bbq party..at pasir ris costa sands ..yay...and im sick man...have to take horrible medicines im gonna puke soon haiz...

2004-03-17T19:10:00.000+08:00

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hmmm so i gots a new skin for my blog...it might look familiar its from school of rock...haha...and moms getting all the cupboards ripped out...and getting new ones...i dont know why but she is doing it ...and i got a tag board wheee~* so do you guys think...the first skin or the second skin looks nicer and mom is probably getting a doggeh...muahahaha what ive longed for...not death but a doggeh yay...so on thursday...im suppose to go to pasir ris..for some chalet...but im have to go out on thursday so what am i suppose to do...sigh...so many things to do yet so little time...why do they call it holiday...its not even a holiday haiz..and my brother is making me fucking angry...he thinks that his sum kinda big boss or something...ben if you read this I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU MOTHERFUCKER YOU SHOULD ROT IN HELL I FUCKING HATE YOU
well that was kinda loud well gotta stop here...cuz im pissed off right now...

2004-03-15T10:20:00.000+08:00

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kays whether you like it or not im having B.A.D 's wo de cuo i like this song..whether you like it or not...

2004-03-15T10:14:00.000+08:00

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the song dosent fit the blog background dosent it its duan le de xian by jay chou btw

2004-03-15T09:46:00.000+08:00

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hey people i had a terrible night man...i sneezed myself awake did that make sense?i was so cold joanna wants to bring me to suntec for dont kow what reason...but she dosent know how to go ...now im super cold although im out of my stupid cold room now having gastric...
oh yeah i dreamt of me smoking ...smoking too much
haiz...but im not gonna smoke...although
ryan:so are you back with him?
me:no
ryan:no offence
me:STOP ASKING BEFORE I HARM YOU
ryan:physical or spiritual harm
me:BOTH AND SOME SATANIC HARM
ryan:dudette you are really demonised

...grrrrrr

2004-03-15T09:20:00.000+08:00

argghhhhhhh i cant see my new postings on my blog....

2004-03-15T08:34:00.000+08:00

kays got the time and date fixed got dawn's death threat poem but the spacings...cant seem to get them out so i dont care..i love that poem that dawn wrote..dawn if you read this you are a true genuis..and dont let history teachers take them away...going to this chalet at pasir ris...from friday to saturday...this is the poem...enjoy(:

In your mind,i see your death
I see a dead cold heart.
Upon your grave a rotting wreath,
the hatred played its part

Tangled in those rotting wings,
I shall tear you down
In your own acidic blood,
i shall see you drown

Angel you are not to be
Betrayed by your venomous blood,
the fall from grace you shall see,
the souls will soon depart.

I hate the way you hate me,
addicted tragedy.
Cut your throat,ill watch you bleed,
dead as you are suppose to be.

All my hate can never be found,
watching over your corpse.
By your venom you are bound,
as the angel sobs.

You can try to tear me down,
with your thoughtless shemes.
You can try to bring me to the ground,
but i shall see you scream.

I see you falling,
falling to your death.
Torn away are the wings,
damning in your dying breath.

Laughters of the annihilated,
turns into seething hate.
For what you have rendered,
to cause thier cruel fate.

The pride that caused your downfall,
the one that caused your death.
No matter how hard you call,
the souls have all left.

I'll slit your wrists,
and witness you rot.
Land of the eternal bliss,
you will be there not.

A barbed wire around your neck,
hard as i will grasp.
Your pathetic life is mine to take,
my pleasure is to hear you gasp.

I want to see you suffer,
i long to see you dead.
Not a word you shall utter,
when you are at your deathbed.

2004-03-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

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haiz...super bored ...dinner was pretty bad cuz i dint get to eat much...yea sad...sigh...this blog is damn...dark...=|sigh...the picture is nice yah?but im too lazy to get a tagboard whatever you call it...listening to walking in the sun...just like the fast beats(:shut up if you dont like fast beats...cuz i like em wanna die already...haiz...so i have geography class on tuesday i dont wanna go man total waste of time lorhx...

2004-03-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

shut and and listen-
kays so its works yea...

2004-03-14T18:40:00.001+08:00

kays note to self
-be more studious
-buy new slippers
-stop going to DC
-get better soon

2004-03-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

kays note to self
-be more studious
-buy new slippers
-stop going to DC
-get better soon

2004-03-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

second halve...

All my hate can never be found,
watching over your corpse.
By your venom you are bound,
as the angel sobs.

You can try to tear me down,
with your thoughtless shemes.
You can try to bring me to the ground,
but i shall see you scream.

I see you falling,
falling to your death.
Torn away are the wings,
damning in your dying breath.

Laughters of the annihilated,
turns into seething hate.
For what you have rendered,
to cause thier cruel fate.

The pride that caused your downfall,
the one that caused your death.
No matter how hard you call,
the souls have all left.

I'll slit your wrists,
and witness you rot.
Land of the eternal bliss,
you will be there not.

A barbed wire around your neck,
hard as i will grasp.
Your pathetic life is mine to take,
my pleasure is to hear you gasp.

I want to see you suffer,
i long to see you dead.
Not a word you shall utter,
when you are at your deathbed.

2004-03-14T17:43:00.000+08:00

this is the first halve of a pretty poem...written by dawn

In your mind,i see your death
I see a dead cold heart.
Upon your grave a rotting wreath,
the hatred played its part

Tangled in those rotting wings,
I shall tear you down
In your own acidic blood,
i shall see you drown

Angel you are not to be
Betrayed by your venomous blood,
the fall from grace you shall see,
the souls will soon depart.

I hate the way you hate me,
addicted tragedy.
Cut your throat,ill watch you bleed,
dead as you are suppose to be.